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Both here and YouTube is all i go to out of sentimentality.

Discord is here, in case that peaks your interest: https://discord.gg/4q72Jbfqjz

-Focus on your reactions
-Embrace imperfections
-Seek clarity, not certainty
-Think for yourself, but not in isolation
-Find pleasure in simple things
-Accept and love your fate

May these help you as they helped me.

A random entity birthed from the consciousness of the void that brings the enigma of life to fruition, I wander, wonder to wonder, gazing in awe at the marvels created by humanity.

Yet, through the channels in which all information shapes the world and its sculptors, false prophets, shepards and gods warp the understanding of community through the natural deterioration of man's creation, burying the inner child under a rubble of burdens and doubt.

within the interactivity of reality, the wonders of imagination and the diversity of the spectrum of human experience, I've grown found of this medium of cultural expression that combines words, images, and ideology: gaming.

in the midst of doing this activity in a public setting, will I share ideas of others and gain perspective, partake in the fleeting moments of happiness alongside a live audience, or perhaps exist as a node in an neverending bar graph of others wishing to do the same?

I do not know, for that is up to you to decide.

!discord - in case you wish to save time

!invoke - The void was here before all that was and whatever will be was created, a cosmic platform for life to perform its constant dances of infinite wonders. Use this to beseech it for its wisdom from its observation of humanity. 50 are known for now, but it might recall or reveal more within time's merciless march.

!lmao - don't do it

Click the link for more memetic commands in streamelements, some from the community, others from the self

as my first decent into this medium came about from ID software's 1994 FPS Doom, Boomer shooters have been my delight as the foundation of my hobby. For authenticity's sake, my collection varies with the exception of fighting, sports, puzzles, and most live service games.

The list of roads traveled so far:
-AFTERBLAST (Recommend)
-Amid evil
-Blood: Fresh and Refreshed Supply
-Bloodhound
-bloodshed
-Blood West
-BRAZILIAN DRUG DEALER 3: I OPENED A PORTAL TO HELL IN THE FAVELA TRYING TO REVIVE MIT AIA I NEED TO CLOSE IT
-BRUTAL JOHN 2
-Captain Wayne: Vacation Desperation
-COVEN (Recommend)
-CRUEL
-Crossbow: Bloodknight
-CULTIC (Recommend)
-Deadzone: rogue
-Descent
-Doom
-Doom II
-Doom 64
-Doom 3 + DLC Nightmare difficulty
-Dread Templar
-Duke Nukem 3D
-Dusk (Recommend)
-Echo Point Nova (Recommend)
-ELDERBORN
-Forgive me father
-Forgive me father II
-Ghostrunner 2
-Gunfire Reborn
-Hedon: bloodrite
-Heretic
-Hexen (Recommend)
-HROT
-HYPERVIOLENT
-INCISION
-Ion Fury (Recommend)
-LORT
-Mohrta
-Mullet Mad Jack
-Painted by blood
-PIGFACE
-POSTAL: Brain Damaged
-Powerslave: Exhumed
-Project Warlock
-Project Warlock II
-Quake
-Quake II
-Quake 4
-Red Faction
-Serious Sam: 1st and 2nd encounter (recommend)
-Serious Sam 2
-Serious Sam: BFE
-Serious Sam 4 & Siberian Mayham
-Shadow Warrior redux
-Shadow warrior 1,2,3,4
-Sin: Gold
-Slyders (Recommend)
-Sprawl
-Star wars: Republic commando
-Star Wars: shadow of the empire
-Strife: Veteran edition (Recommend)
-Supplice
-Turok: Dinosaur Hunter (Recommend)
-Turok 2: Seeds of evil
-Turok 3: Shadows of oblivion
-Wizrodum




Games apart from this genre are as follows:

-Abiotic factor (RECOMMEND)
-Age of empires II
-Avowed(Recommend)
-Cleared Hot
-Expeditions: Rome
-KOTOR 1(Recommend)
-KOTOR 2: the sith lords
-Marvel Rivals(MP)
-Max Payne Trilogy (RIP VA/Recommend)
-Mr. Shifty
-Pillars of Eternity (recommend)
-Immortals of Aveum
-Starfield
-Suit for hire